Oh shit!

Things happens, things no-one can explain. Why? People asks themselves that everyday, so do I. It can be bad things, good things, in my case it's often stuff that I want to forget, as soon as possible. why am I so weak? Why can't I get a grip over my own fucking feelings? I can't even keep my grades up. For once I want to deeply think over my life and just.. straighten it out. I wish that everything just.. stopped, just once.. please.